写作

偶尔翻看去年的华文文件夹。
翻过一篇又一篇的旧作，方知去年的自己，文笔竟是如此幼稚。
作文一：《我》，写的一塌糊涂，我都不忍再看下去了。
貌似当时我想把文章写得生动活泼一些，因此文中有不少口语化的词句，其中更不乏有趣味的感叹号。
今年我的写作手法变得更成熟，感叹号与我的作文份属缘尽。
每次写作文都只想写一些感人肺腑的词句，要不然就是一些阴森鬼魅的字眼。
一碰到题目要求“欢喜”这个因素，便立即作罢。
因为我词穷，所以我不写牵涉高兴情绪的作文。
高兴就高兴呗，就是难以言喻。
伤感却能通过文字抒发，全然将此情此景呈现在读者眼前，更容易打动人心，影响读者的心情。
所以我还是喜欢写悲情文章。

“逸晴，现在到底怎么办啊！”晓丽疾步向她走去，脸上神情显得十分不满，仿佛存心找碴。

逸晴手上握着餐盘，正与一群朋友走向角落的餐桌，却兀自被晓丽拦住。

毕竟周围有许多人在观望，面对晓丽这般无礼之举，逸晴勉强扬起嘴角强装出友好的微笑。“你先回去，我在忙，待会定给你一个交代。”

这不是明摆着让晓丽在大家面前好下台的吗？ 逸晴一向擅长理性思考，从不感情用事，所以她尽量为双方找个台阶。

可偏偏晓丽不领情。“你要么现在给我说清楚，不然就吃不了兜着走！”她在众目睽睽之下大声怒吼，如此失控的行为，显然不是她平日的作风。

逸晴仍是一脸的镇定，只缓缓地说：“我叫你先回去。”她的目光不再温和，而是变得异常冷峻，眼神透露出一丝丝的寒意，仿佛要把对方给石化了。一股无名火在她心中迸发。

空气瞬间凝结，整个食堂一片鸦雀无声，取而代之的是逸晴与晓丽之间的眼神交战。角落的惠珊对事情发展早看出了端倪，于是心知不妙，一个箭步冲向前抓住逸晴的肩膀，轻声道：“冷静点，别生事。”

逸晴很理智地保持淡定，没有开口与晓丽起争执，只是以那冷酷的眼神直勾勾地盯着晓丽，似在作出无声的警告。

晓丽乍见形势不利，不服输地回瞪了几秒后，便悻悻然地转身离去。但逸晴知道她不会善罢甘休，直到她得到想要的答案。

Subject Combi.

While EOY exam is approaching, it's time to consider my subject combination next year in Junior College.

Definitely picking up 4 H2 subjects. Why pick H1 when you are eligible to take H2. And definitely opting for 3 sciences + 1 humanities. I am fully aware that I am not a linguistically inclined student.

Now Mathematics is a must-take subject. I am choosing Chemistry also since it is the easiest science out of the three. The annoying part comes when I have to choose whether to drop Physics or Biology. And the next irritating part is to pick between Chinese Language & Literature and Economics.

Why Economics? According to general preferences, Physics + Chemistry + Maths + Economics will open up more choices in university courses. But I think Chinese will be rather helpful. In a way. After all this is Singapore. From what I know, no one in my class is opting for Chinese. Such a great way to turn your back against the subject you hate most!

Shh. This does not apply to me. For some reason I feel that I should not give up on Chinese.

Someone once told me they chose Economics as a contrasting subject because they think that it is the simplest way to go. Even if you fail to get your job in the science-related sector, at least you can go for banking or financial services etc.

Ironically, our Chemistry teacher just told us Economics in JC will make you one month faster than other people taking up banking and finance course in university. One month. Only. What you have been learning in JC for 2 years, university is going to cover it within 1 month. Hmmm that means you still can opt for finance-related courses in the university even if you did not take up Economics in JC.

Back to Physics and Biology. It is so annoying that my results on both subjects end up to be almost the same. I am fine with both subjects. And that is exactly why it is hard to decide which subject I am dropping. Biology is no doubt content-based, Physics is calculation-based. Once again, I am fine with both.

Arghhhh! Cannot even decide which is my own interest. When time comes, things shall go right.

This coming Tuesday will be my official GCE oral exam. I am hoping to get over with it. Tired of waiting.

Just have a little faith.- Michael Scofield

经典语录

你永遠看不到我最寂寞的時候，因為在看不到你的時候就是我最寂寞的時候！

F-A-I-L

"Hi, just to thank you for helping us today. Don't know what else to say. Just...THANK YOU. Your effort is greatly appreciated. Okay thank you. o_o "
"Welcome."

Now then I realize I'm not very good in expressing my own feeling to others.
By that I mean THANKFULNESS.
Looking back to the olden days, I see so much that you have done for me.
And I have never know how to thank you. Forgive me.
Do not regret for what you have done. I will let you know one day that it's worth doing it.
Until I finally take up the courage.

烦！

这周是科学周吗？

周五刚考完生物，周六有化学常识比赛 (SJChO)；

周一要考化学，放学后还有科学常识比赛 (ICAS)。

疯了。彻底崩溃。

难得到了年中大考的时候，居然还有作业。

化学、生物、物理作业一样不缺。

哎哟喂呀，这是什么世界。

难怪最近什么也不想做，也不想与别人多说。

宿舍生活依旧枯燥乏味，一片死气沉沉。

有时候觉得，上学很无聊，

尤其某些课就是会让人打瞌睡。

换个角度来看，不上学，

在宿舍岂不是更无聊？

有时真的觉得无法与她们沟通，

她们有自己的交流方式，

不是我这么轻易可以和谐的，

更不用说我会接受。